Friday, October 26, 2007 11:53 PM
is a bright full moon today
just now was a blur image
but now, it was bright

will my surroundings be the same way too?
things aren't going well
will things get better after this week?
disappointments continue without rest
i'm tired
i'm drained out
and yet... things will not get better i guess

decisions are hard to make
sometimes, it may not be what we want
but we just got to do it.
it hurts.
but will there be a better alternative?
yes there is!
but do we want to do it?

whenwillibeabletosmilefromthebottomofmyheart?